Fall 2010

And to think that I was coming into this school year with a completely new and fresh mindset… man, I’ve been a fool. Not to be emo or whatever, as Jesse so likes to call it, but man, have I lost sight of God’s plan for me this year.. for me ever. I had such a clear vision of how God was to use me this year, of how I would grow and walk alongside him this year through my fellowship, my community, my roommates. That, unfortunately didn’t really go as planned.

This past semester..

I haven’t been a good friend nor have I been a good roommate/apartment mate. 

It is only now how I realize how badly I need some sort of community in my life… and how badly I’m missing that. 

..always good to know that it’s not too late though. Man, may God strip me of my selfishness, my pride, myself.

—-right now I am extremely tired. the world is spinning. i have to be awake in two hours to run 3 miles for the turkey trot this morning. omg